![]() ![]() Too many people not wanting anything but a good fuck.īut in the end, a very lovely couple I now call Master and Mistress replied to my ad. ![]() I made a but that sadly turned into a sex pickup website. Which made finding and keeping Doms very difficult. I found a psychiatrist and discovered that I am transsexual. I never thought of myself as a boy, and often wished that I was born a girl. I always knew I was different from the other boys growing up, but was unsure why. When that was taken away, my life would begin to crumble before my eyes. I found a professional Dom and realized that I was a submissive/slave. I also discovered the Gorean culture, which is a culture of Doms and submissives/slaves. While there, I found Dominate people (Doms) and learned being a submissive can be more than a simple “teachers pet.” I was most effected by hypnotic-Doms. My depression became so bad that I attempted suicide by hanging.Īfter my failed attempt at suicide, I found Second Life, an online world where I could be whatever and whoever I wanted. I put myself into debt, started gaining weight, became addicted to a very unhealthily lifestyle, became addicted to the web and went into a massive depression. These things were leading downhill fast, and I was just getting started on the downhill run. My relationships always failed, as my boyfriends always wanted to be submissive to me and I was looking for someone to be submissive to. I skimmed through high school, only by being submissive to teachers and faculty. I am a voluntary pet/slave/maid for a wonderful couple, and I am now happier, healthier and more loved than I ever thought possible. I have never felt the happiness, feeling of belonging, and feeling of being where I was meant to be, until I found in it in the most unlikely place. My whole life has felt like something was missing. Illustration by: Kristin Hugo / Opinions Editor ![]()
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